Finding hope

September 2014, i met C, after about a month of knowing each other, he asked me out, I said no. About a week later, he asked me out again, I said no, I didn't mean to, so that night on skype I asked him out. We started going out, it was the 1st of October. Ever since we have been together, yes we have had our ups and downs but who doesn't? Ever since we started going out, life for me has improved in many ways. C makes me feel happy and loved, and a few times he has actually made me feel beautiful ( this never used to happen, as I hate my body)  our relationship has been the best thing to me, and I hope it has been for him. C is always there for me, he always knows how to cheer me up when I'm down, he knows how to make me feel special and how to treat me right. He is so sweet and amazing, and I am so so lucky to have him in my life. For me C is also hope. Hope for me having a future, and a good one. He is hope that I will get better and I will get through everything no matter how hard. I love him so much and I am so glad he is mine* 

*i would say more amazing things about him but I don't want to show off about how lucky I am to have him