It's been 4 months. 4 months since I rejected him twice, and then asked him out myself. And it was the best thing I have ever done (asking him out, not rejecting him). Over the last 4 months, Charlie has been so amazing to me. He has supported me, and cared for me, and loved me. He makes my heart race when I didn't want it to beat at all. He makes my mind function when it was breaking down. He has changed my views on many things. Life especially. He understands me completely, he knows when I'm sad or happy, angry or confused. He just gets me perfectly, Charlie is my other half, and he is the one I want to spend the rest of my life with. I love him so much, I don't even know how to put it into words. 4 months have gone by so fast, it seems like only yesterday we started talking. I remember when he said I love you for the first time, we weren't dating, He said it first, it was about 2am, it went like this:
Charlie: I love you
Me: as a friend?
Charlie: no.
Me: what do you love me as
Charlie: I'm not sure, I just know I love you for who you are, and as more than a friend.
Me: you are so sweet.
The next morning he didn't remember saying I love you, it made me laugh so much, I remember falling off my bed. Even though Charlie lives 110 miles away, and we have never properly met. I love him so much, and he makes me so happy. And if this is how happy he can make me just by talking on kik, skype and texting. I can't even begin to believe how happy he will make me in real life. I am so so so thankful for the past 123 days.
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